söndag 23 mars 2008

nostalgi

haha så jävla passande.

Memories consume like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that
I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more, than any time before
I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight…

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...

3 kommentarer:

Anonym sa...

In wich way are you breaking the habit? för det finns två sett att tolka den där texten på. den ena är att man tar livet av sig, den andra att man faktiskt ser till att allt blir bra.

And I think I know how you got that way... and you will be alright. I got alright, and you know what? you WILL fight again, fight to be okey once more and to live and to BREAK THE HABIT <333

Christine sa...

Jag har alltid tolkat den som nummer 1, men jag hoppas på att köra på nummer 2 själv.

Anonym sa...

jag tolkade den också som att man tar livet av sig, men sen såg jag videon och det verkade inte riktigt så^^ det låter bra...